Most of us have some game on our computer or phone that does a constant drop down after matching 3 of a kind. My game is Bejeweled. So many others, Candy Crush, etc. No matter how many you match or how high your score, YOU nor I know what is falling into place/down next, in what order or even if there are going to be any more matches.
Life is like that really. We have no clue about tomorrow or even an hour from now. October 31, 2014 I had made an appointment for 9 am for Rick to get a physical. He got up, took his shower, dressed and half way down the hall could hardly make it to the chair. The next thing we encountered was an ambulance picking him up at the doctors office and that evening at the hospital he had a major brain stem stroke.
Here is the ‘thing’…we didn’t know what was going to drop down, in what order, how it would end, what the score would look like AND still don’t. The word of God tells us that HE knows and has HIS hand in our life. The gems drop and don’t always look like gems. The score is not what we thought. Scripture tells us He knew us before we were formed in our mother’s womb and has a plan. He knows our beginning to/thru to our end. He has promised a home in heaven with Him one day. He has promised an abundant harvest of souls as we continue living our faith day by day. AND we know where we are going, we just haven’t a clue what’s dropping down next, but we’ll play it according to His will and timing. SCORE!
These are a bit of the lyrics to the song Sunday Morning…by Maroon 5
‘But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you, yeah
Find a way to bring myself back home to you’
I know it’s a guy singing to a girl, BUT this morning I got quite the compliment from my guy. It’s been a really rough week for me physically and emotionally. I had 3 days of real pain, thankful they were not all in a row. The van died on me while out alone and I had to stand (not my best posture) for an hour and half in the 85 degree temperature because the van was in the sun at about 100. Road service came finally and jump started the van, I drove one mile and it died in process…the Lord gave me enough sense and a clear traffic corner to not step on the brakes until I had steered off road and clear of major traffic flow onto a side street. A friend who is a mechanic and who shall remain nameless cause he’s already overwhelmed with business came and brought a charger, clamped it on the battery, left the charger in the engine, set the hood and followed me home slowly since the hood wouldn’t fully close. When the charge came off it died instantly. New battery the next day.
In Florida we have phosphate pits…over the years I have been sorely tempted to put one vehicle or another into gear and push it in!
This Sunday morning when we got up, we had already decided not to attend service. I wasn’t ready to let Rick get in the van yet. I needed to test and make sure it would run and do what’s necessary. We can’t get stranded with Rick, he is not as mobile as me.
NOW for the best part. Rick had been up in the night…he knew I was on the edge of the ‘edge’, seriously. This morning I told him I was going to test the van and be back. (Optimist that I am even in the dark) He told me that he was proud of the way I fought the ‘darkness’. He had read my 3 posts from last night and knew I was going to win this round. That made me feel better all by itself. Some days are a real war, as real as guns and bombs emotionally.
In FAITH, in Christ my Savior I stand amazed!
Back in 1967 I had my left upper ‘wisdom’ tooth pulled in Holland, Michigan during the winter break, by our family dentist and then I went off back to Minneapolis to college, got an ear infection and went deaf in that left ear. There was no pain or blockage, just deaf! I prayed and prayed and one day in chapel it just opened and I could hear. I was so tired of cocking my head to the left so I could hear. While in Minneapolis, I had to have the right upper wisdom tooth pulled…no problem.
Then I moved to Naples, Florida in May of 69 for a summer job, ended up having both bottom wisdom teeth pulled and got dry sockets in both. My left ear was a mess for months, aching and itching. Since then I don’t drive often with the window open. Last year in October I got an ear infection…turned inner ear. What a booger to get rid of and it left me sensitive to heat and more to the cold. I have to wear my hair short in Florida it’s HOT!
Newest event…2-3 weeks ago. Went to the walk-in and the Dr. gave me a prescription for ear drops. $162.97! I did NOT pick them up. I tried the less expensive drops and I might have the cleanest ear on the planet, who knows. BUT, yesterday I finally bit the dust and got the Antibiotic ear drops prescribed. 10 drops for 10 days in a row, for ear infection and hole in ear drum.
THIS STORY…is to let you know how long I’ve been thinking on and considering the ‘Listening’ theme of the books we’ve put together. When looking back over my past, often I was NOT listening to the Spirit of the Lord or following closely after Jesus. Neglecting the Word and skating by in my own strength. The past 4 years I have been truly trying to listen better. I need discernment, strength, encouragement and passing it on to others solidifies it in my spirit. Like my garden, I only grow what is good for me. It should be the same in our everyday life. Only do what is good. Listen, obey and share. It’s a calling and it’s fulfilling. I pray to not be so ‘hard of hearing’ on a daily basis and am praying this ear comes right again.
The ‘Words in Red’, Jesus’ words in the New Testament have been haunting me. Haven’t been able to get out of chapter 5 in Matthew. I could check the dictionary and see how ‘blessed’ is defined.
…made holy; consecrated… or…mild expressions of annoyance or exasperation, an actual opposite of, as in “there wasn’t a blessed thing anybody could have done”… or…those who live with God in heaven. These do not satisfy my soul. My sense in reading these ‘be-attitudes’ as they are titled, is that it has more to do with our attitude than an actual blessing. BUT in the process of considering this at 4am this morning…I reread them inserting, ‘my soul is satisfied’ when I am ‘poor in spirit’ (down-hearted) because in the end the kingdom in still mine. My soul is satisfied’ because when I ‘mourn’, I am comforted, this morning especially because our dear cousin passed away of cancer yesterday morning, but with ‘joy’ I know we will see her again.
We sing the hymn Blessed Assurance, the ‘knowing’ that in the relationship with our Heavenly Father, all is right in our soul here and now and hereafter.
Matthew 5:3“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5 “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. 6 “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7“Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8 “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. 10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 “Blessed are you…
Matthew 5:5 “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. 6 “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7 “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8 “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9 “Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. 10 “Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
The dictionary defines ‘meek’ as quiet, gentle and easily imposed upon, submissive. The verses following verse 5 speak of those who will inherit the earth and they are strong, resilient, kind, peaceful and persecuted. Inheriting the earth and the kingdom of heaven are not for the weak. I can honestly say that it is much easier on a day to day basis, to not feed my spirit. I do hunger for righteousness, but it is work to keep the ‘inner me’ on track with a pure heart, no malice, making peace with those who ruffle my feathers and even tell me I’m wrong for what I believe and how I live.
‘Meek’ is not weak, it is ‘strong’. God’s desire is for us to be strong in our faith and to give of ourselves to His will with all the fruit of the Spirit.
Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. 24 And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.
Friends, that is work. God gives us wisdom and strength to be meek and all that it entails. Seek Him first and all these things will be added to you. Matthew 6:33 (MLH version)
Matthew 5: 14 “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.
At night we leave a low watt lamp on in the dining room, a night light in the kitchen, a night light in both bathrooms and all 3 bedrooms. We don’t want to stumble and fall in the night. Yes we are getting older and it could be serious if we did fall, but we’ve always had a bit of light to see by except during Hurricane Irma this past year. We also went through Charlie, Frances, Ivan and Jeanne in 2004. Ivan just got us wet, but all the others put out the power from several hours to several days. When it’s dark during a storm like that, you can see nothing. Some folks had gas generators and they could keep their fridge running and some lights on when needed. Others had battery lights and fans to see, and to keep from melting in the sweltering heat. Now imagine that darkness with no end in sight. Wandering hopelessly, stumbling, cursing the darkness with no hope. Even in the darkest moments of our life, hurricanes and my husband’s stroke…we HAD and still HAVE light!
Jesus says in John 8:12 “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life”…with Jesus we become the light in this world where darkness of mind and spirit are daily assaulting us. We need to be the light shining in the darkness of this world lost in the clutches of the devil’s intended demise. Jesus gives us light and strength and wisdom to BE THE LIGHT! We praise God for the light shining on the path as we take each step toward Him and for Him in our community.